Self Pity, Anyone?
Wren sat with her body wedged into the corner of the couch that was serving as her bed. Her heels were tucked so close to her butt that she was almost sitting on them, her right hand held a spoon and her left was curled posessively around a carton of chunky Monkey icecream. She had come straight home, Drev had still been asleep, and taken off her prim skirt and jacket in exchange for yoga pants and a sappy movie marathon on Lifetime.
She sniffled at Renee Zelweiger told Tom Cruise to shut up, when Drev padded softly into the room.
"You're out of ice cream." She sniffled and put a spoon full of chocolate vanilla and banana into her mouth. "I'll buy you more when I go back out." She spoke around her mouthful, her voice watery and sniffled again.
...Her shirt, he's asked about her shirt. What about it? Did he want to take it off? That would be ok, he could do that. She swallowed and tried to make her voice work. When it did it came out a barely audible whisper.
"Yes, yes, please."
Drev was surprised at how much Wren aroused him. Yeah, he'd been attracted to her from the moment they met, but this was more, so much more than just
carnal lust. He wanted to show her that he could bring her pleasure she never knew was possible. And if that meant he'd have to go all night with a raging, unquenched hard-on, then so be it. This first time, it was about her.
When Drev felt the planes and angles of Wren's shoulder blades beneath the palms of his hands, he peeled his lips from hers and leaned back to allow room between them. He kept his eyes on hers as he lifted the tight shirt up, slowly, then pulled it off. He kept looking into her eyes as he tossed the shirt away. Then very slowly he leaned forward and began placing soft kisses on the side of her neck, just below her ear. His hands went to her sides, the heels of his palms just below the outer swell of her breasts. He held her in his strong hands as his lips made their slow way down her neck, along the ridge of her collarbone, then into he soft depression at the front of her neck. As his lips began decending the center of her chest, his hands rose to cup her full, round breasts. He moaned and throbbed at the feeling of the firm flesh in his hands as he lifted them, his tongue snaking out to taste her searing flesh.
His jeans were becoming more and more uncomfortable by the second.
She smiled up at him as he removed her shirt. She wanted him to know that this is where she wanted to be. This safety, this comfort, this need for her, as a woman and companion and not just a lousy lay or personal punching bag.
Her eyes drifted closed again as the first kiss was placed on her neck. It tickled and burned and excited all at once. She sighed into his hair, and gave her self over to the searing touch of his lips.
His hands moved up over her breasts and she nearly crumpled at his feet. A heady warmth had begun between her legs, and that string tugging at her stomach pulled a little harder. His name whispered from her lips, but she did not know why, she was too lost to even try to understand. Then something hot and wet ran across her skin and she was forced to dig her fingers into his shoulders, just to keep herself up right. She swallowed and spoke in that small soft whisper.
"Lay down. I need to lay down."
"...need to lay down." Before the words even registered in his consciousmind, he was easing her back, right there on the floor of his living room while the movie played on, while the attraction between Robbie and Julia blossomed with their experimental wedding kiss.
But Drev had long forgotten about the movie. All that he was aware of in that moment was the woman now beneath him. Kneeling between her legs, he kept his hips up and away from her as he leaned down. If he allowed her to wrap her legs around his waist, he'd lose all control of the situation. So he kept his painful erection well away from her, for her own safety. Yes, that's what he told himself.
He took this opportunity to finally study her breasts. Even lying on her back, Wren's breasts were full and round. Her small nipples were tight and stiff, as if reaching up to him, inviting him to taste her undoubtedly silky skin. Drev let himself succumb to the temptation and sucked her left nipple into his mouth.
Her fingers slid up and around his shoulder as he lowered to her body. White hot heat lanced trough her body as his mouth took her nipple hostage. Her back arched, pushing herself closer to that glorious mouth. The tug in her belly grew stronger and she felt something hot and wet between her legs.
She heard and read about the particular reaction in women, but had never experienced it. It felt strange and right all at the same time and she wanted to share this new thing with Drev, but the white hot tug on her breast kept her from saying a word.
Her fingers slid up and around his shoulder as he lowered to her body. White hot heat lanced trough her body as his mouth took her nipple hostage. Her back arched, pushing herself closer to that glorious mouth. The tug in her belly grew stronger and she felt something hot and wet between her legs.
She heard and read about the particular reaction in women, but had never experienced it. It felt strange and right all at the same time and she wanted to share this new thing with Drev, but the white hot tug on her breast kept her from saying a word.
His mouth left steaming trails of kisses all over her breasts, pausing now and then to flick her nipples with his tongue, or to pull the turgid nubs with his teeth. He could have spent all night attending to her breasts, but he had other plans.
Very slowly, his kisses and licks and sucks began to wander down, over the tensed muscles of her stomach, his hands gently caressing her sides and back as he went. When he reached her navel, he swirled his tongue around it, dipped quickly inside as if in anticipation of what was to soon come. As his hands drifted lower, they eventually came to the waistband of her pajama pants. Still his lips and tongue drew circles and lines of kisses all over her searing flesh as his fingers carefully began to reveal the curves of her hips covered by her soft, comfortable pants.
Then his fingers came to her pajama bottoms and she froze. Did she want this? Was this ok? Would he stop if she asked him to? Yes he would stop. Did she want him to stop? Did she want to feel this firey dance between her leg. Did she want his mouth and hands there? She suppressed the flashing memory of the last time someones hands and face were there. She swallowed against the fear clogging in her throat. She took three very big breaths, and lifted her hips just enough so that Drev could pull the cloth from underneath her.
She stared wide-eyed at him. Her body still tingled and burned where he'd touched her and the memory of her breast in his careful mouth, made her breath calm. She blinked several times, letting the memory and the sensation still bright on her body relax her and bring her back to a place where she felt safe. Safe enough to trust him not to hurt her. She would be okay in his hands.
Once he had the pants off and tossed away, he slowly glided his hands up the outside of her legs, savoring every square inch of her flesh that he touch. His head was swimming with the eroticism of all this. More than her body, Drev found himiself turned on by Wren's trust in him. Even from just the little bit that she'd told him of her past, Drev knew this was a big thing for her. He couldn't even imagine the inner struggle she must be going through.
But all such thoughts fled his mind when he felt the tickle of hair on his chin. Cradling her buttocks in his strong hands, he pulled his lips from her body so that he could gaze upon her.
He hadn't expected her to be so neatly trimmed; she had just a small patch of dark hair between her legs. The sharp contrast of the hair to her pale cream skin made him throb painfully in his jeans. His eyes drifted up, up her flat stomach, past the mounds of her succulent breasts, to her face.
With his eyes locked on hers, eyes filled with gentle desire, he placed a soft kiss at the top of her delicate patch of hair, as if to ask Wren's permission to proceed.
"I want this. I want to feel this, this right here. This is what everyone keeps talking about. I know that in the morning I will wake up and he will still be my friend, and my roommate and he will still want me and respect my person and he will not hurt me. He will not hurt me. He will stop if I tell him to."
Lifting her head she opened her eyes again to meet his. She gave a tiny nod, and decided she wanted to watch him. Lifting up on her elbows she looked down at where his body met her own. Their skin was a melody of contrasts and she decided she liked the way her skin looked so pale and delicate against his healthy tan. Her leg looks so very small with his large masculine hand resting on it. Her own body was a world of contrast as well and his only made them stand out and become something more in her eyes.
Perhaps she was worth something after all and it all it took was this eccentric, night dwelling, funny, caring, and oh so gorgeous rock star to show her. A small smile broke through the fear in her eyes and curled the corners of her mouth. The world was full of contrast, and she'd just discovered a beautiful one. Her eyes met his once more and her nod was more decisive this time, as she lay back ready to feel what ever wonderful thing he had for her.
"Oh yeah... she is a stripper," Drev thought to himself as his lips continued placing soft, light kisses all around, but not yet touching her most secret place. The realization that he'd forgotten she was an exotic dancer struck him heavily. It was another validation of his intentions; rather, it validated the fact that he wasn't after just her body. Drev smiled as he continued to kiss her soft flesh.
Gradually, Drev's tongue began to join his tender lips in their exploration of Wren's body. Her skin was so smooth, so soft, he almost felt bad about rasping his rough tongue over it. But that's where the fun came in! The nimble tip of his tongue began drawing designs on her skin, though he still hadn't touched her delicate center. His breath was deep and labored, blowing soft breezes of warm air over the wet trail of his tongue. Still his hands massaged and caressed as he explored her toned muscles.
Drev glanced up at her again, hoping to get a glimspe to see if she was enjoying this or if was still battling herself. Very lightly, very softly, almost a whisper, he flitted the tip of his tongue over the silky pink folds of her cleft.
Her breath was stolen from her when his tongue finally touched the most intimate place of her being. A soft moan settled in her throat and she wondered if she would sound silly begging him to do that again. Wren's eyes flew open and she smiled up at the ceiling. She wanted to beg him to do that again. She actually wanted him to make her feel that again, where she felt it. Ah, the world can be a wonderful place.
As his tongue reached the top of her cleft, he gave it a flick before descending for another pass. This time, he let his tongue press a little more firmly, carefully parting her netherlips like ocean waves before the prow of a ship. She was already moist, and the scent of her arousal made his head spin. He kept his eyes up on her face and breasts, used the sight of her beautiful smile as an anchor, lest he get swept away. The opening to her most sacred channel beckoned to him as his tongue passed, an almost irresistable siren song trying to pull him in deeper, to fill her with his tongue. He could feel a hint at how tight she was, and it made him moan.
He resisted the urge to plunge into the maelstrom, and instead continued up until the tip of his agile tongue encountered the small, stiff center of her arousal. He moaned again and flicked the swelling bud with his tongue, inviting it to emerge from its hiding place.
Her hips lifted from the floor, urging him to do more than simply touch her there. She needed...needed...for him to not stop she what she needed. She needed an outlet for this pressure and her body knew that he was the only one that could provide that.
"Drev." That one word was full of soft pleading, though she had no idea what she was asking for, she hoped that he did.
That simple utterance of his name was more than enough encouragement for him. He'd been a little wary, a little unsure if she was really into this, but that one syllable told him she wanted this.
He caressed her with his tongue again, more firmly than the last time. She tasted exquisite; her scent filled his nose and seduced him. This time, however, he wasn't able to resist that siren song... not that he wanted to, anyway. His tongue dipped into her, barely tickling her inner walls for a moment, before he pulled out and circled her clit again. This time, his tongue was a little more proactive in its coaxing, slipping under her hood and fondling the tiny bulb. He flicked and circled, flicked and circled as his hands began to wander again. One hand came back around to where his mouth worked in delicious bliss. With a gentle and careful index finger, he began to lightly caress Wren's damp, quivering folds as his tongue wove its graceful dance around and over her clit.
He touched parts of her that had never felt such lovely tender amazing things and brought her to a place that felt like falling. With out warning something inside of her broke through the building pressure and washed all over her body. Wave after wave of pure energy and delight moved through her, causing her to cry out as she could no longer contain it inside. Tiny tears gathered in the outer corners of her closed eyes and slid silently, lost in the whirl of her first orgasm, into her hair.
He was raging hard in his jeans, and he worried for a moment that he was going to climax with her. But he ignored his own arousal and focused completely on her. His tongue moved deftly and with incredible speed, sometimes circling her clit, sometimes licking the smoother-than-silk folds of her pussy. All the while her body kept growing more tense, like a spring being stretched beyond its limits.
He decided to take a little risk, and sucked Wren's throbbing clit into his mouth. He chewed on it softly through his lips, and an instant later, he felt Wren shatter. She cried out as she began to tremble violently. He had to abandon his finger's manipulation so that he could hold onto her hips in an attempt to keep her somewhat steady. He didn't want to just let go of her - he wanted to bring her down from this undoubtedly cosmic peak gently, ease her down carefully.
She opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came to her tongue and she closed her lips again. He would know, he had so far. 'I'll just lay here and wait.'
"Was that alright?" he asked with a playful smirk. His hands massaged her thighs, her calves, her hips - any bit of skin that he could reach. Then a thought occurred to him: what if that had been the first orgasm she'd ever experienced? It certainly wasn't an impossible notion, given her past. But surely she'd explored herself as she came into womanhood....
"Um...Aren't you uncomfortable?"
'Oh, yeah, very smooth.' She bright flush started low on her chest and rose up to darken her cheeks. She closed her eyes and sighed at herself.