Foresight (private: invite only)
Amir had done what he'd needed to do with Aishe. Odd, that he had taken care of that angle first. But it had been the easiest, in its way.
Now he needed to speak to the remaining few that he considered his family, possibly his friends. This would be the hardest to do; not because he was going away. He'd left on business before. But what Amir knew, and what they couldn't know, was that he might not be returning.
He planned to... but he couldn't guarantee his own safety. However, Amir had reached a point where he couldn't deny what Mara had tried to tell him for so long, now that it was right in front of his eyes. He was used to being a weapon, someone's tool. That didn't bother him. But Amir would have taken a walk in the sunlight, he admitted to himself, before using his own pawns as carelessly and recklessly as Subira was now using him. And it wasn't just him. His meeting Connor had proven that. It was many of her children, the elder children, the ones who, of all of them, she should have relied upon but for some reason felt she could not.
Amir waited in one of the smaller studies at Heolfor for Mara and Bao, suspecting Mara would bring Jin along. Even if she didn't he would find the Nightsman himself before leaving. He had things to say to Jin that should likely be for Jin alone.
He was to meet with the curator tonight. That, however, would wait. Bao had never told her how long to wait. He wondered how long she would. It didn't matter, unless she was still waiting for him tomorrow he had decided to be cross with her. While she'd been better behaved since he'd taken her more in hand, she could undoubtedly use a reminder.
Silently he opened the door and half bowed to Amir.
"Good evening Cha."
He remained silent, standing, waiting. But he didn't insist on knowing why he was here. He didn't push Amir. When his father was ready, he would know.
As they left, Jin felt better. It seemed like at least one ancient in the clan was going to be safe for a while. If there were people tracking Sevan then they had better learn to fly. It would take them a while to locate him again. Hopefully Anantya will have found this killer and his people before then.
Mara had received word a few nights ago from Shades that her Creator wanted to meet with her. So now they had arrived at the Manor and had been informed that Amir was in one of the studies. With Mara's hand in his, Jin led the way to there, not surprised to find both Amir and Bao already present.
He whispered to Mara.
"Are we fashionably late?"
Amir's summons had come as a surprise, given the fact that he'd adamantly refused to be seen anywhere near them in public and even really at the Manor in the past few months. Mara was worried about him although she knew from experience that Amir tended to be resourceful and very very lucky when under pressure. Which he was, even if he wouldn't admit it.
Still, she was nervous about what he'd have to say. Whose voice would they hear tonight? Amir's or Subira's? Mara had learned over the years how to tell one from the other but in the past few decades even she had to admit it had been more and more difficult to do.
As they entered the study Mara unconsciously tightened her hand on Jin's. Bao was already there; Mara smiled at him as they entered. She glanced at Jin and her smile lingered on him as she shook her head. "Fashionably on time," she whispered back. "A wizard arrives precisely when he means to."
As she said it her eyes were drawn to her Creator. He was leaning against the large table in the room, arms crossed, looking thoughtful and serious. It was an expression that might have seemed unusual on his young face if one didn't know that Amir was the next oldest person in the room after Jin.
Unable to restrain herself, feeling a surge of bubbly warmth upon seeing him, Mara let go of Jin's hand and crossed the room to Amir. She wrapped her arms around him, resting her head against his chest and smiling happily.
It was an old joke, of course. Amir was obviously far older than Bao but no one ever guessed that at first glance. "How's the illegal business?"
Everyone knew law didn't pay unless you were playing both sides of the line, which Bao was an expert at. Amir had always admired that about his middle vampire.
In only a minute or two Mara and Jin appeared. Amir, leaning against the table, glanced up through lowered lashes and saw their linked hands. He enjoyed that. Mara looked happy. Hell, Jin looked happy. His stomach did a funny turn-over at the idea that it Jin should be so lucky, but it wasn't a horrible surprise. Jin was an exceptional Clanmate, mentally and physically.
Mara let go of Jin's hand to come over to Amir and he wrapped his arms around her, dropping his lips to the top of her head softly. It had been far too long since he'd held her. He felt the loss keenly. It was a strange, uncomfortable mix; happiness that she was so content, slight jealousy that Jin was the one who'd caused it. Gratitude that Jin had caused it. Wistfulness that he were somehow involved in it.
He raised his eyes to Jin as he let Mara go. She didn't linger; she moved right back to a very serene-looking Jin and tucked herself up against him. Amir let his lips twitch up a bit and gave the slightest of nods to Jin. He'd asked the Nightsman to love her, and while he was sure his request had little to do with it, he was happy to see that Jin was doing just that. He received a slightly worried, questioning frown in return and to that, Amir shook his head slightly.
"I'm glad you could all come," he said, including Jin in the statement although his message had been addressed to Mara. "I was hoping to get you all together so I wouldn't have to repeat it too many times."
Amir grinned quickly before sobering. "I just wanted to let you know I'm leaving Nachton for a little while."
He avoided Mara's gaze. "I don't know when I'll be back," he said, "but it's likely I'll be gone for at least a month. Maybe a little longer."
Bao almost smiled at his creator, it was an expression as near to fondness as Bao ever got. He did, however, genuinely like Amir.
He only half raised an eyebrow at Jin and Mara's arrival. They did look like they were enjoying the other's company. Still it wasn't a surprise given the two times he had seen them together. He was more surprised that Jin was here than anything. Bao was more interested in Amir's reaction. He had never fully understood their father's feeling's for Mara. They were not clear to him. He only understood that Mara was Amir's favorites.
Given the amount of work that Amir had been doing here in Nachton this news was a little surprising. Although, Bao would be a little happier having his creator removed from Nachton for a bit, the wolves had not been kind to him. On the other hand, however, at least he and Mara had been here for him. He didn't know how he felt about Amir being solo again.
"It is rather sudden. Will you require any assistance?"
He wrapped his arms around Mara's waist when she came back to him, giving her a small smile before turning his attention back to Amir. Her Creator announced that he was leaving on business of some kind and that he would be away for about a month. Jin was silently happy to hear this; perhaps they could catch their killer before Amir returned and that would be one less threat to him.
Jin listened but added nothing for the moment. He had been included but he was not Amir's child and he knew this meeting was for their benefit, not his.
"What? Why?"
She felt her breath catch in her throat. Amir almost never went away without her. "Where will you be?"
His words had made it clear he was going alone and Mara didn't like that. While she wasn't sure how she would have felt about leaving Jin if Amir had asked, she also didn't like him going alone. This raised another issue for her; she hadn't considered what would happen if Jin and Amir weren't in the same place. How could she be with them both?
She could not, and her presence was obviously not requested this time. She felt herself deflate under the hurt it caused. Amir had pushed her away, yes, and she should have expected this. But she knew he loved her. And she loved him. She looked at Jin since Amir would not look at her. She knew the emotion was naked upon her face but she couldn't help it.
He wouldn't be able to call anyone, he was fairly certain, but they didn't need to know that.
Mara's response was predictable. Amir couldn't hide the fact that it pained him just as much to hurt her as it did to leave her.
"It's work, 'eni," he said, finally looking up at her. "I have to go. It'll be all right though. I'll be back as soon as I can."
He shook his head and shrugged when she asked where he'd be. "I'm not entirely sure," he admitted honestly. It didn't do to lie to Mara if he didn't have to; she was too good at reading body language. "Chances are I'll be all over the place."
He gave a sigh. He wasn't happy about this either but he didn't see that he had a choice, now that he'd finally worked out a solution. "I'll be leaving in the next night or two. I just wanted you to know."
Amir had had this discussion with them before. It generally went the same each time, only, he'd never left Mara out like this before. Bao sometimes, yes, depending upon whose skill sets he required. But Mara had been his companion for centuries.
He only nodded at Amir's words knowing they were true. He would call if Bao was needed, just as Amir knew Bao would drop everything and come for Amir if asked. There was no question about this. It simply was.
Ah, that was the other thing that was bothering him. That chat he'd had with Mara a while back. They had no way of knowing if this was a stupidly reckless command or a well thought out assignment.
No, the long and the short of it is this trip bothered him on several levels. He almost suspected Amir wasn't telling them everything. Certainly he wasn't, but it felt like he was leaving out something significant.
Mara turned to him, the look on her face expressed very clearly her hurt, love and worry for Amir. Jin looked down at her sadly, feeling helpless to make her feel better. Over the centuries he had watched Mai go into dangerous situations and sometimes he had been afraid that she would not come back. He held Mara tighter and whispered softly.
"It'll be okay. Amir is good at taking care of himself, and sometimes even other people."
Jin smiled up at the Huntsman who had helped drag his butt out of the fire once or twice over the years as his partner on missions for the clan. They hadn't been together often but he knew that Amir was quite capable.
"Is this for the Hunt?"
That might explain the need to move around and why he could not say more about it. Perhaps knowing that it was for the Clan would make Mara feel better.
He had no idea, she thought sadly, just how true his words were. Amir put everyone before himself. He might be proud, impulsive, irritable, and stubborn, but when it came to Clan and family he never hesitated to care for them. She could never have had a better Creator. She acknowledged Jin's words by nodding at him.
Looking up at Bao she saw that he seemed concerned as well, but not overly so. Was she overreacting? Mara leaned against Jin and bit her lip softly. She looked at Amir when Jin asked his question, waiting for the answer.
He cast a grateful glance toward Jin and then looked at Bao, who was stoic and unreadable as always. Shrugging his shoulders, Amir addressed the Nightsman's question as best he could.
"It is for the Clan," he said. That much was absolutely true. Granted, what he was doing might also hurt the Clan in a different way but Amir was damned either way it happened... this way was the better way to go in his opinion.
"It's just a month or so. That's all."
This time he looked at Mara, giving her tacit approval to track him after that month if she wanted to. He knew she would wait if he asked her to. But it occurred to him that if he lasted that long, it would be good to know they would look for him at that point.
Very good.
He found himself pushing Amir, something he only -rarely- did and only then when he felt exceptionally strongly about something.
"Cha I have nothing pressing at the moment. I am certain I can be of some assistance."
That was nearly true, he could have things lined up to arrange for a month or two absence with some effort. Nothing, with the exception of the curator, needed his attention right now and he could arrange for her to keep as well.
More important than any of that though was Amir's safety though. He would rather lose his hold on the she wolf than his father. He could help, even if it was minor just seeing to some details, of that he was certain and if he could take Amir's mind off one or two small things then that would be more focus Amir could dedicate to staying alive.
Bao, it seemed, was also concerned, if his pressing the offer of his assistance was anything to go on. Jin hoped that Amir would take his child up on the company but he doubted that it would happen. He suspected that whatever Amir was doing was too dangerous for Amir to want to involve his children.
Jin remained silent and Mara glanced at him. He was watching Amir intently, but they all were really. She watched her Creator, unspeaking, hardly moving. She felt horribly guilty about it but in a way she was glad he had given her no choice. How could she choose between two of three men in the world she loved? How could she pick between love that was and love that had always been?
Maybe she didn't love her Creator enough. Maybe if she did she would insist on going. Instead she latched onto his words. One month.
Mara did look at him then. He was watching her with serious dark eyes. He nodded at her, just briefly. She raised her head, understanding. What she was supposed to understand she wasn't sure. But he needed her to do this and she would.
"One month," she said softly.
Without using those exact words Amir instructed Bao to regard the Nightsman as he would Amir himself. Of course they all worked for the Clan but family mattered and Bao was, after Mara, Amir's closest child. If Amir didn't return Bao should look to Jin and Mara for instruction. In doing so, Amir acknowledged Jin as part of the small family. Jin might not know that or want that, but Mara had done it when she'd made it clear that she cared for him.
Amir avoided Jin's gaze, in the meantime. He would tell him what he could if he had the chance. Looking at Mara though, it was clear that she at least had some grasp of his meaning. He nodded to her; she raised her head in subtle acknowledgment. A month, if he made it that long, should be enough to accomplish what he needed.
"As you wish Cha."
He turned to his sister's lover (he could only assume they were lovers from what he'd seen of them thus far) and bowed slightly stiffly but still polite. His offer was sincere, if slightly stilted, but there was no resentment.
"How ever I may aid you."
Bao cased a covert glance at his sister wondering if she knew more of this than he did. It wouldn't surprise him if she did, Mara had a gift for information gathering.
He was already under the impression that Mara's brother disapproved of him and now he was being told to answer to him. Jin groaned inwardly. This probably wouldn't help his opinion at all.
Turning to Bao, he found a small smile and nodded his head in acknowledgment. "Thank you. I appreciate you assistance, Bao." He could not tell how the lawyer took the news. Bao seemed somewhat stiff about it but then Jin noted that was how he normally appeared. There was perhaps a subtle difference and that small change was just more confirmation that he was not approved of by the Roseman.
Jin glanced back at Amir, wondering what was going on with the Huntsman. He supposed they could give Amir his month and then begin to worry if he did not return. Jin resolved to mark the days and he was certain that Mara would be doing the same.
She felt Jin stiffen in surprise at Amir's words. She understood his trepidation but she understood what Amir was trying to do. He was making it very clear that Jin had his trust, that he felt secure in the Nightsman's inclusion in their small family. It warmed Mara's heart. She hated conflict. She couldn't stand infighting. Amir was doing this primarily for her, letting her know he approved.
Bao's cool response didn't help matters any, she imagined. Mara slipped her arm around Jin's waist in a silent show of support, smiling at her younger brother as well. She knew what he was thinking and she agreed. Jin was not Amir.
But Jin was an Elder, a Nightsman, very good at his job, and worthy of taking orders from. On a personal level, of course, he had a grip on her heart that was unshakable and she had never experienced this sort of closeness with anyone but Amir.
"All right," she said softly. "I wish you would let one of us come. But if we can't then we will await your return."
Now if only he could summon the faith in his plan that Mara seemed to have found. He smiled, nodding at Jin and Bao both. They would all be fine. He knew he was asking Jin for a huge favor. If he survived this, he'd owe Jin for half a lifetime.
"You can't come along, not this time," Amir said to Mara. "It'll go quickly."
He said it as much for himself as for them; it just might go a lot faster than he'd thought.
"That was all I needed to tell you," he said with a shrug. "I know I can count on you."
That last was, of course, for Mara and Bao. And it was his way of dismissing them. He crossed the room to Bao and put his hand on his shoulder. "It'll be all right," he said.